Sandra R Hamilton
Sitting on that college bench, every one passed asking, “How are you doing?” Smiling, laughing, going about their daily business. No one saw. But for me, life had changed. Dramatically. I no longer felt that I belonged to that scenario. Happy. Fun loving. No. Now I was now unclean. I had been raped. Confident, outspoken Sandra drew into her shell. I gained weight; stopped doing the things I enjoyed – dancing, singing, modelling. I began to hate men. I became so small and bitter inside that it was hard to find the beautiful girl who had loved life. I was ashamed…
Depressed. In desperation, I sought to end it all. My work and hobbies embraced danger. Finally, 30 years later, I am free. Deep reflection helped me to release the memories, the triggers. I am sorry that happened to you. Now is the time to heal. Let me help you to heal from the trauma and shame of sexual abuse.